"must everything you do make me happy? "

sometimes, I can't help but give in.

to family. to friends.most especially to you.

I hate how stupid and lame I act when it comes to you.

It's like I unconsciously make ways to get to you or how I immediately plan things out to fit your way. that's not even the way it's supposed to work. Isn't it supposedly you who's trying to flex your schedule into mine?

Why do I do this? how can I allow this to happen?

I must know better and plan things out for myself again.

I must look out for my own once again.

It can't always be about you anymore.